I am not a natural entrepreneur. An accurate picture of my experience in business would be of forcing a square peg through a round hole. That’s the point; to a large degree the time I’ve spent in business has shaped me into the man I am today.
Life in God is all about process; we begin at new birth and grow from there, our environment and experience molding us into the person God intended. It’s important we see things that way, by faith seeing the hand of God at work; otherwise, we give up and go, abandoning God’s purpose for us.
I’ve had to make this choice many times in my life. Though I believe God led me to start a business, it wasn’t my choice. I wanted to serve God through ‘ministry,’ and didn’t make the connection. As a result, I struggled for decades with the seeming dichotomy of sacred and secular work.
Thankfully, I had a mentor, whose life and work combined the two. Business for Jim Russell was his ministry; it was not only the means to an end, it was the end. It was was his service to God.
Jim would tell me, “Terry, your business is central to God’s call on your life.” I would agree outwardly, but inwardly I had my doubts. Time has taught me the truth of his words. God knew that this square man needed to be round in to fulfill his purpose. I am a different person than I was 30 years ago. Through loving pressure, the Master has forced me through the hole, making me a vessel fit for His use.
Business not only has been the means to this end, it has been the end itself. That’s the amazing thing about life in God; it’s all about the process. It’s more about the process than it is the end. Abraham’s experience is a classic example; he was a square peg too – Abram, but God called him to be Abraham. And so began the process. The result? He believed God, and “He credited it to him as righteousness.” The means was the end from the outset.
The will of God for every person is to be conformed to the Person of Jesus Christ. This doesn’t happen by osmosis; it comes about through heat and pressure. The process is the most important part; the outcome assured if we submit to the process. That’s how a man whose life and character was antithetical to God’s can become a man of God. And he might just use business or some other means to produce just that.